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Tuesday, May 11, 2010

India.Arie - Ready For Love

Julian

Ok so a few weeks ago, I go to the club and meet this dude. I text him b/c I was bored and we started chilling. First questions I always ask: are you straight, do you have a girl, do you have kids, crazy exes, facebook, etc just in case. This dude lies and says he's straight, single and off the grid. Strike one. Then I start to think, he lying. My homegirl tells me, he's lying.
So today, I'm getting dms from this guy and I look him up on Facebook. Low and behold: I find Mr. Julian on Facebook! The reason he couldn't text: he has a girl. The reason he stopped trying to talk to me: he knew I wasn't dumb. Moral of the story: don't lie! Facebook will tell all!

Thursday, May 6, 2010

My first love

So a trending topic on Twitter got me thinking about my first kiss. That was such a long time ago! LOL I def remember him though b/c we saw each other a while ago at a basketball game. He didn't remember me though :-(.
While I was thinking about my first kiss, the thoughts crept into my head of my first love. Yeah, I'm 19 and most people are thinking that I don't know what love is. But for me, I knew. He was my boyfriend of like 2 or 3 years and I had the HUGEST crush on him in 9th grade. We became friends and eventually started dating. It was one of the best times in my life. We argued so much but at the end of the day, I knew that without a doubt, I loved him. Circumstances happened and we broke up and we aren't as good friends as I would like. I miss the way we used to just talk about everything.
But the point is: never forget your first anything. In a lot of ways, I wish I could go back and change how things were but I understand I needed to grow. Embrace your mistakes and love em!
Ci

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

D R A M A

Um def don't have time for drama! I don't like nor need it but when I say things are gonna happen and they happen, I don't take joy in it. Instead, I grow and leave it be.
In other news, I'm kinda happy right now. I know how I feel bout the newly niccnamed Huey (aka KP). I like the feelings I have but who knows? Def gonna have to do a recap of my weekend tho!

Monday, May 3, 2010

Freshman year: the hair

Why can't we be?

Why can't we be more than friends
Cause boy you know I've got ya back til the end
Of time and that I won't hurt you.
Why can't we be more than anything you've had before
Just because all ya other girls don't know how to treat you
Why can't we be all that we're meant to be?
One of these days you'll wake up and see that
The question of why can't we be was answered
But you never knew it

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Don't take me for granted

People are starting to take me for granted. Not a good mood. When you needed me, I was there. You could at least do the same.