Welcome to the world as I see it. This blog is all about life as I view it, poetry & random ish.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Quite upset

So, I've been thinking bout the people I hang out with. I love em all in a way but certain ones bother me b/c the never seem to think about how they act towards people. Yes, you look pretty on the outside but your inside, fucced up. I'm not tryna be mean or anything but damn! You slaying yourself by not realizing that the things coming out of your mouth affect how people act towards you. Then people who don't know the people like I do get in it and start hating on me. Pure bullshit. I def don't have time for it. Truly, hate me, talk about me, don't talk to me, I don't care. It's over for me b/c I have to deal with these people more than you do. Smh.
In other concerns, this health care ish has reached a new level. Disagree with the president, ok. Never treat him like he's some dumb kid! Disrespect. Ta ta for now!


I'm over the drama. I hate it. It's wacc and high school. I don't have time for the he said/ she said bullshit b/c it leads to more drama. College has lead to a whole new level of drama. High school was just a precursor to college when it's a bigger place to start drama and have bigger rumors. It's too much and "it hurts me soul" (Lupe Fiasco). That being said, it's over.
Next item, the Kid aka KP. He's the most different guy I've ever met. He challenges me to do better b/c I wanna be the girl he wants to date. I don't even like relationships like that but with him, it's different. Babezz (aka the ex) def is trying to come bacc into my life and he's cool but there's too much history.But I digress.
My hair is def growing tho. It's so cute! Loving my lil styles. Pics are def on the next step (gotta figure out how to do it tho!) I'm going to start my dreads next year tho. Hoping I get this license and a car. :-D. Life is good tho

Monday, March 15, 2010


Spring break definitely wasn't what I thought it could be but I'll live with it. No use in complaining! Newayz, prolly gonna go bk and write down my hair routine so I can figure out this growth thing. Just a quicc update for myself! lol

Friday, March 5, 2010


So I'm waiting for my cousin to come get me and I've been thinking about my ex. Yes my ex that broke my heart, trust and family. I loved that dude for years and he just up and threw it away. I wasn't perfect b/c I was nagging bitch a lot of the time but for him to at the very least emotionally cheat with my thirteen year old cousin is bullshit. And now, he has one kid on the way...bitch got pregnant while me and him was "talking". He swears he didn't fuck her but then again, he lies.
The sad part of the story is, I miss the way he and I used to be. He was my best friend and at one time, the love of my life. I think he's the reason I try to give people so many chances: I'm screwed up I think. Maybe one day, I'll actually learn my lesson and let it go.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Quite Pissed

So, I just need to rant right now because I'm in the middle of midterms and people are just pissing the holy fuck outta me! Like seriously, don't get mad when I tell u about yourself. If you tell me one thing and tell my friend another, I don't have time for it AT ALL. Second, you don't know me well enough to keep talking to me when I'm pissed so read between the lines and see that I'm pissed. Third, I'm so damn sexually frustrated that the next time my b.u.d.d.y comes around, I might just hurt his ass. *ugh!* I'm not in the best of places right now and people keep trying me! Why?!

Monday, March 1, 2010

Quick update

So my hair is growing and I love it but the afro isn't going to last much longer....my hair is growing out. It is crazy! Anywho, I've been busy. No more Sweetz or Drek. And I got my belly button pierced. More later.