Grr

Since everywhere else I want to post to can be found so easily, I decided to use this one being that no one really checks it.
I'm tired of the constant run around when all I want is someone to hold me and love me. Is that too much to ask?

Ugh

While reading Necolebitchie.com I got really upset. Why? B/c as usual, black people are being stupid & stuck on the outside color. Why does it matter about dark skin vs. light skin? We're all people. The comments were ridiculous. http://necolebitchie.com/2011/04/15/selita-ebanks-solange-knowles-cassie-new-faces-of-carols-daughter/#more-129385<----that's the link to the comments smh.

See what had happened was

Hi ya'll!
OK I've been stupid busy lately which is why, unless you're following me on twitter or have my facebook info, you haven't heard much if anything from me. Between arguing with my parents about an apartment, job hunting, school, relationship ish, roommate shade & being a secretary in an organization, I just haven't had much of a minute to sit down and write. I haven't even written a poem in a few weeks. & not only is my creativity suffering, my hair is too. Like today when I went to wash my hair, the amount of hair that was taken out was depressing and I know it's because my schedule hasn't offered much time to do anything to my hair & since I don't detangle unless I'm planning on wearing my hair out but I've been wearing it out anyway and not protecting it, my BabyLove is suffering.
So as I write, I have a cholesterol treatment in. Hopefully it'll help. When I'm done with my washing session, def plan to wear twists for a few weeks because I just don't have time to do much else & I can't keep letting my hair suffer! But I also have to do a trim which'll happen next week & I'll put up pics.
Loves,
Ci

Lesi in the city

Ok this is my friends & I doing our Sensation bonding night lol. This is not the whole group but I def love my hair better in this pic. The lady on my right in the white is a transitioning natural & the lady on my left is in love w/ the creamy crack! Gotta love Pantene ® b/c without them, this soft and long lasting twistout wouldn’t have been possible (don’t judge my phrasing).

Deuce!

Ci

Randomness

OK so I've been busy yet again but you can keep up with me through @Dimplez_252 on twitter or lesisworld.tumblr.com. *Shameless plugs over*
Whelp, not too much to say other than, I've noticed significant growth. 

That was my big chop 1/10/10

This summer

& that was like yesterday. So yeah growth!

I bacccckkkk!

Ok so I've been busy with school. Like crazy busy studying, reading etc all in the quest of getting great grades. And the little bit of free time I have is for my friends, tumblr, boyfriend, twitter or something. It's like ugh! I so tired. :( But it's ok. I'm a big girl. I can handle it. I'm getting my priorities back in order though so I'm happy.
Yes my hair suffered for this crazy lifestyle I live but aye, it's growing back even though I have weird growth to begin with. It's it straight tho b/c I'm getting better and I'm doing a hair challenge so it'll get better. I still hate water though (I have to drink a lot now to be in this challenge :()
But yeah, this boyfriend character. Nope, not Skittles, July or anybody else. He's my Fattie (yes, I'm aware how crazy my nicknames for these guys are!)

gotta <3 it lol. 

Ci

Busy

I've been running around a freaking week doing stuff for various clubs and homework and of course my late night oovoo chats (which I'm not going to talk about for a while yet.) Bday weekend was fun even though one of my friends is mad b/c she thinks we left her out intentionally when we really didn't. :( But I'll leave it in God's hands along w/ my little sis who is missing again. *sigh* I love ya'll I do but it's stressful as hell when everything seems to go wrong at once! But I'm letting it go & praying on it.
Job hunt is back on so I can get off this campus.
My hair is growing! Right now it's in mini twists & has been for like a week. Next week will be the take down. I'm thinking I'm going to flat iron it or something for about 2 to 4 weeks to give it a break from twists and prevent damage. Pics to follow later.
Ok so this update thing didn't really work but I'll do a video one later when I actually have time & I'm not about to starve!
Loves,
Ci